a dream, a past and my tears

i had a dream, i saw what i have long forgotten. In my dream, i tried to run away from the hurtful past, but it caught up with me. and when i woke up, i felt the tears streaming down the way it did before. only this time it's not because i was hurt but this time it's because i felt sad and broken-hearted. 

i know i should forget the past, but sometimes it haunts me in my dreams and it always comes in my happiest times. i sometimes wonder, why does my past always comes in my dreams when at times i have forgiven it? does he miss me? or is it because somewhere deep inside me, there is still a part of him?

whatever it is, i know that it was a part me once. i no longer have the feeling of blaming him for what he has done and i hope that he has a good life ahead. i also hope that maybe one day, he'll understand that i did what i had to do so i don't hurt myself any longer. and i  am happy how things are now with my life, my love and my work.

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