Wednesday, July 28, 2010

Feeling depressed~~


Sumtimes when i'm feeling down, i always think of all the things that is negative in life.. i always start seeing things as if everything has gone wrong.. as if i took a wrong turn somewhere n i missed the turning to turn back.. but as i felt depressed and down, i had to keep moving forward.. Little did i know, i actually found a new door and a new turning up ahead.. with this new road i found that i had 2 options..

OPTION 1: to wait at the rest stop with hope that what is left behind to come here
OPTION 2: to just keep going down the road to see where it leads to

Up until today, i am stuck in the middle of the road wondering what i should do.. As i wait here, i found myself thinking of all the possibilities that could happen.. All the questions rise in my head.. WHAT IF??

WHAT IF, i decided to wait here all my life but in the end the one i am waiting for has chosen a different route?
WHAT IF, i move on but i just cant seem to let go of what has been left behind?
WHAT IF, i force myself to wait n in the end get back what i wanted? will it still be the same? or will it be diferent?
WHAT IF?? WHAT IF??

so many what ifs in my life that i feel so confused.. what should i do? how am i going to go through this?

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