~~Thursday TodaY~~

I always give 100% at work:

13% Monday

22% Tuesday

26% Wednesday

35% Thursday

4% Friday

~~My DeAresT Fren~~

Dis is dedicated to a certain sum1,

Dear J, 

Thanks for being my friend. Thanks for all the advice and all the time you spent worrying for me. I know that i might not have made a good impression on you, but i promise you i will do my best and keep looking forward. You have been there for me when i most needed a friend and you have put a smile back on my face when i am sad.

I know that i havent been a good friend so far since we've known each other. But i treasure our friendship so much! Since you have given me courage and a will to keep moving forward. i hope that i can do the same for you. I will look out for you just as you have for me.

Thanks, So mUcH for makIng a dIffEreNce in My Life

LotS Of Love, HugS n KiSsEs

Chartreuse Asteria Azure

Feeling depressed~~

Sumtimes when i'm feeling down, i always think of all the things that is negative in life.. i always start seeing things as if everything has gone wrong.. as if i took a wrong turn somewhere n i missed the turning to turn back.. but as i felt depressed and down, i had to keep moving forward.. Little did i know, i actually found a new door and a new turning up ahead.. with this new road i found that i had 2 options..

OPTION 1: to wait at the rest stop with hope that what is left behind to come here

OPTION 2: to just keep going down the road to see where it leads to

Up until today, i am stuck in the middle of the road wondering what i should do.. As i wait here, i found myself thinking of all the possibilities that could happen.. All the questions rise in my head.. WHAT IF??

WHAT IF, i decided to wait here all my life but in the end the one i am waiting for has chosen a different route?

WHAT IF, i move on but i just cant seem to let go of what has been left behind?

WHAT IF, i force myself to wait n in the end get back what i wanted? will it still be the same? or will it be diferent?

WHAT IF?? WHAT IF??

so many what ifs in my life that i feel so confused.. what should i do? how am i going to go through this?

~~ F A T E ~~

FATE what is it really?? Does it exist?? Is it something to be found?? Is it a feeling?? What is fate?? Does anyone know what it is?? Seriously, why do some people say that what happens in life is fate??

What i believe in is totally the opposite!! YES, fate is part of our lives.. but who is to say what is fated to be n not to be?? no one rite?? no one knows the truth about our future~~ we sometimes think that we just put our lives in the hands of fate.. but what does it actually mean?? do we just sit around and wait for something to happen??

We make our own fate.. we choose what we want in life n we go get it.. if we cant get what we wanted, maybe that is what is called fate.. but at least we tried instead of just putting our lives in the hands of fate..

for me, FATE is what WE MAKE IT TO BE!!